Oh my coolness!
I have never professed to be a techie/computer guru or anything of the like. I am slow to learn some things sometimes. I have figured out how to help others share this blog. Now, under each post there are new share options.
Learning, always learning. :)
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Tuesday, December 13, 2011
Just say it.
I've had more than one experience in the past 48 hours where I've come face to face with emotions. Emotions of my children, emotions of my own & emotions of friends. I'm a very emotional person. I love people. I love to love on people. I. Just. Love. People. I've learned a lot about emotions in the last few years and I've learned it the hard way. I've learned that every body has them. I've learned that my angry won't look like your angry and my sad won't look like your sad. My hurt might cry...your hurt might fight--but it's all still hurt, it's all still saddness, and it's all still anger.
Along with this heart that craves to love on people, my ears have been sensitized to hear people differently. I don't know when it happened but at some point when I'd visit with people I wouldn't just hear the details of what they were saying, I'd hear the emotion driving their perceptions of those details. Was that confusing? What I mean is, when someone would share with me how they were angry with someone and about a disagreement they may have had. I wouldn't just hear the words they repeated to me from the disagreement. I'd hear how they FELT when they heard whatever words had been spoken to them. There is a difference. Because you see, whatever we feel when someone says something to us has a HUGE impact & determines what comes out of our mouths next.
What is my hearts desire? Well, each time I've been slapped in the face with these emotions in the last 2-3 days, I keep coming back to the same point. If we can be present enough in the midst of the situation when we are offended to say to ourselves, Wow, that comment really hurt me. I can't believe they just said that to me. And then be able to hold our tongues for just a second while we collect our next sentence so that when it is spoken it sounds something like, That comment you just made hurt me. After all, didn't it? I mean, that is what we felt, right? It is the emotion that's behind the comment that usually comes out of our mouths sounding more like Well, you know what?! I don't like the way you never pick up your dirty clothes!! Ok, so what do their clothes have to do with anything? I'll tell you. Their lack of picking up their clothes is two things: 1) Us thinking of something to complain about--something they do wrong and maybe even hurt them back, and 2) an attempt to defend our hearts.
So, did we solve anything? Nope. Why didn't we just say it? Why? Because, it's risky. It's vulnerable.
I'll take this opportunity to throw myself under the bus. I've got this bucket of hurt and bitterness I lug around. This is a busy bucket because I'm constantly letting God hold my bucket for a while and then inevitably, going and getting it back again. After wearing myself out (cause its a heavy bucket) I take it back to Him. Again. Recently, someone came to me and shared with me a really positive thing about someone who, in the past, has been very hurtful to me and yes, it's in my bucket still. My immediate, unfiltered and defensive response? I'm done with them, I don't really care. (Yes, I know, beautiful, right?!) After a few hours, I had to return to the person who shared the positive news with me and appolgize to them. You see, the person who shared the news with me has never been hurt by the other. Actually, the person that shared the positive news with me shared it because they were happy for their friend. The person that shared with me, loves both of us. So, what did I manage to do--create another offense. I did apologize for my nasty comment, which (thankfully) was warmly received.
I am not naive enough to think that just saying it will create world peace. I'm well aware that additional injury may occur to our hearts. This too was just modeled when two people who love each other and whom I love dearly stood on opposite sides of an offense. After the incident, after emotions were cooled off, one party said to the other, "That hurt my feelings earlier when you ___________." However, unfortunately, the other person didn't really hear and listen. The first words returned were, "Well, you shouldn't have ___________." (Oh no! Adding insult to injury.) The lesson to be learned here--sometimes our defenses (if we feel we MUST share them) should either be shared with a third party (oooo, maybe even God) -or- carefully worded in a way that doesn't end up leaving an already injured person, feeling attacked again.
If there's such a chance of further injury, if sharing honest emotions could possibly lead to more hurt then why do it? Because more times than not it calms the water. AND, in the end, a deeper relationship is created. If we'll just say it--just man up and put it out there--we end up dealing with truth. We end up taking off the masks we wear. We end up building real relationships. We end up growing as a person (no, not physically). Best of all, we end up able to show more love and in return, get more love. Who doesn't like love?
If we can start to just say it on the smaller, safer issues we'll get practice. We will see how it dissolves arguments and allows others to see the real person we are. There are still going to be offenses. There will still be times when we risk telling the real emotion of our hearts to someone and they throw yet another insult or further defend their previous attack. When that happens, the very best thing to do is turn around, hold your breath, and tell Jesus. I know it's not the easiest thing to do or more people would do it. It's much easier to hurl an insult or sling an attack.
We aren't taking the wimpy way out, we are taking the way to our Savior's lap. Now that, THAT is an awesome place to be!
I challenge you mate, try it.
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Visit website at:
www.justmorejesus.com
Also:
Visit & "Like" Just More Jesus on Facebook
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Along with this heart that craves to love on people, my ears have been sensitized to hear people differently. I don't know when it happened but at some point when I'd visit with people I wouldn't just hear the details of what they were saying, I'd hear the emotion driving their perceptions of those details. Was that confusing? What I mean is, when someone would share with me how they were angry with someone and about a disagreement they may have had. I wouldn't just hear the words they repeated to me from the disagreement. I'd hear how they FELT when they heard whatever words had been spoken to them. There is a difference. Because you see, whatever we feel when someone says something to us has a HUGE impact & determines what comes out of our mouths next.
What is my hearts desire? Well, each time I've been slapped in the face with these emotions in the last 2-3 days, I keep coming back to the same point. If we can be present enough in the midst of the situation when we are offended to say to ourselves, Wow, that comment really hurt me. I can't believe they just said that to me. And then be able to hold our tongues for just a second while we collect our next sentence so that when it is spoken it sounds something like, That comment you just made hurt me. After all, didn't it? I mean, that is what we felt, right? It is the emotion that's behind the comment that usually comes out of our mouths sounding more like Well, you know what?! I don't like the way you never pick up your dirty clothes!! Ok, so what do their clothes have to do with anything? I'll tell you. Their lack of picking up their clothes is two things: 1) Us thinking of something to complain about--something they do wrong and maybe even hurt them back, and 2) an attempt to defend our hearts.
So, did we solve anything? Nope. Why didn't we just say it? Why? Because, it's risky. It's vulnerable.
I'll take this opportunity to throw myself under the bus. I've got this bucket of hurt and bitterness I lug around. This is a busy bucket because I'm constantly letting God hold my bucket for a while and then inevitably, going and getting it back again. After wearing myself out (cause its a heavy bucket) I take it back to Him. Again. Recently, someone came to me and shared with me a really positive thing about someone who, in the past, has been very hurtful to me and yes, it's in my bucket still. My immediate, unfiltered and defensive response? I'm done with them, I don't really care. (Yes, I know, beautiful, right?!) After a few hours, I had to return to the person who shared the positive news with me and appolgize to them. You see, the person who shared the news with me has never been hurt by the other. Actually, the person that shared the positive news with me shared it because they were happy for their friend. The person that shared with me, loves both of us. So, what did I manage to do--create another offense. I did apologize for my nasty comment, which (thankfully) was warmly received.
I am not naive enough to think that just saying it will create world peace. I'm well aware that additional injury may occur to our hearts. This too was just modeled when two people who love each other and whom I love dearly stood on opposite sides of an offense. After the incident, after emotions were cooled off, one party said to the other, "That hurt my feelings earlier when you ___________." However, unfortunately, the other person didn't really hear and listen. The first words returned were, "Well, you shouldn't have ___________." (Oh no! Adding insult to injury.) The lesson to be learned here--sometimes our defenses (if we feel we MUST share them) should either be shared with a third party (oooo, maybe even God) -or- carefully worded in a way that doesn't end up leaving an already injured person, feeling attacked again.
If there's such a chance of further injury, if sharing honest emotions could possibly lead to more hurt then why do it? Because more times than not it calms the water. AND, in the end, a deeper relationship is created. If we'll just say it--just man up and put it out there--we end up dealing with truth. We end up taking off the masks we wear. We end up building real relationships. We end up growing as a person (no, not physically). Best of all, we end up able to show more love and in return, get more love. Who doesn't like love?
If we can start to just say it on the smaller, safer issues we'll get practice. We will see how it dissolves arguments and allows others to see the real person we are. There are still going to be offenses. There will still be times when we risk telling the real emotion of our hearts to someone and they throw yet another insult or further defend their previous attack. When that happens, the very best thing to do is turn around, hold your breath, and tell Jesus. I know it's not the easiest thing to do or more people would do it. It's much easier to hurl an insult or sling an attack.
We aren't taking the wimpy way out, we are taking the way to our Savior's lap. Now that, THAT is an awesome place to be!
I challenge you mate, try it.
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Visit website at:
www.justmorejesus.com
Also:
Visit & "Like" Just More Jesus on Facebook
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Monday, December 12, 2011
Control or Me?
So as I'm doing my journal writing over the weekend and expelling my newest list of complaints, concerns and questions, God spoke the following to me. Maybe there is at least one other person who struggles with control issues...
Let go of what you are used to. Let Me work through you. Be open to a different way. You do have My power within you but you aren't completely trusting me. You still want to make Me fit into a mold. That's not Me. That's you. Your fingerprints are all over that. "Same" is comfortable to you. Trust...um, not so much. I want to work in you but uncomfortable is where I do my work. When you find yourself in uncomfortable, you look outside yourself for safety, protection & guidance. If I am the person you look to, I give you what is necessary for the task. I give you the tools you need, the grace to deal with the circumstances & I bathe you in peace. That's a bath you want. You associate misery, frustration & anxiety with uncomfortable. None of those words describe Me. Where in you are you so hung up on holding onto control? Search within yourself, find out where, then together we'll go there and start loosening the white knuckle grip you have on it. Uncomfortable is a place of learning. I can mold you there. I can re-write some false messages that have been carved on your heart. I can nurture you. What stands in the way of a deeper and more open, honest relationship with Me? You. Your insistence on control. Your fear to trust. You have been living for years by false messages. When you are removed from the grip of those false message, that's growth. That's freedom. The tighter you hold on to control in any area, the more blinded you are to see Me, to know Me, to learn my nature, and to feel my love. My love is like none other. You don't even have vocabulary to describe its fullness and completeness. I don't hurt. I'm good. I'm safe. I'll keep pounding this same message on your heart until you let go. "Uncomfortable" is only uncomfortable leading up to the release. Once you release it all to Me, you open the channel for My grace, love and peace to flow into that sacred spot you work so hard to protect. Your fears choke My power out of your life. Trust isn't a bad word. I know every single thing that has tightened your grip. As long as you have it, I can't heal it. You just think that control feels good. Control isn't living. Control isn't freedom. You have no idea what that controlled place will feel like when its replaced with My peace. Its your choice. I must have access to all of you. What will it be? What do you really want? Control or Me?
Be open to "uncomfortable", it's the road to Me.
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This again was a time when God spoke to me through my pencil. I shared it here as I received it. I pray someone else is touched by His messages to me and I hope too that you are helped in an area where I continue to struggle--control. Ugh...it's a tough one for me. It's a message He keeps repeating to me. Thanks for allowing me to share.
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www.justmorejesus.com
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Let go of what you are used to. Let Me work through you. Be open to a different way. You do have My power within you but you aren't completely trusting me. You still want to make Me fit into a mold. That's not Me. That's you. Your fingerprints are all over that. "Same" is comfortable to you. Trust...um, not so much. I want to work in you but uncomfortable is where I do my work. When you find yourself in uncomfortable, you look outside yourself for safety, protection & guidance. If I am the person you look to, I give you what is necessary for the task. I give you the tools you need, the grace to deal with the circumstances & I bathe you in peace. That's a bath you want. You associate misery, frustration & anxiety with uncomfortable. None of those words describe Me. Where in you are you so hung up on holding onto control? Search within yourself, find out where, then together we'll go there and start loosening the white knuckle grip you have on it. Uncomfortable is a place of learning. I can mold you there. I can re-write some false messages that have been carved on your heart. I can nurture you. What stands in the way of a deeper and more open, honest relationship with Me? You. Your insistence on control. Your fear to trust. You have been living for years by false messages. When you are removed from the grip of those false message, that's growth. That's freedom. The tighter you hold on to control in any area, the more blinded you are to see Me, to know Me, to learn my nature, and to feel my love. My love is like none other. You don't even have vocabulary to describe its fullness and completeness. I don't hurt. I'm good. I'm safe. I'll keep pounding this same message on your heart until you let go. "Uncomfortable" is only uncomfortable leading up to the release. Once you release it all to Me, you open the channel for My grace, love and peace to flow into that sacred spot you work so hard to protect. Your fears choke My power out of your life. Trust isn't a bad word. I know every single thing that has tightened your grip. As long as you have it, I can't heal it. You just think that control feels good. Control isn't living. Control isn't freedom. You have no idea what that controlled place will feel like when its replaced with My peace. Its your choice. I must have access to all of you. What will it be? What do you really want? Control or Me?
Be open to "uncomfortable", it's the road to Me.
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This again was a time when God spoke to me through my pencil. I shared it here as I received it. I pray someone else is touched by His messages to me and I hope too that you are helped in an area where I continue to struggle--control. Ugh...it's a tough one for me. It's a message He keeps repeating to me. Thanks for allowing me to share.
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www.justmorejesus.com
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Tuesday, November 15, 2011
Dear Circumstances: Move.
Get out of my way circumstances. You are attempting to block my view of my Savior. Umm, not something I'm willing to let happen. Sure, you might get away with it for a while, but I refuse to live with blocked vision.
How many times do I utter the words, "Ugh, I just don't know what to do!" Usually while I'm either running my fingers through my hair, crying my eyeballs out, pacing the floor or all three. Has it ever occurred to you that we--me and you--make living this life too difficult?
Have you ever found yourself wishing someone would just sweep in and take up the fight for you? How about take up the fight and let you rest, fill you with peace, heal you, and love you while they fight for you? Have you ever felt overwhelmed and wondered how much longer you can keep it all up? I have. For a very simple example (Even though it sure didn't feel simple at the time!!), I remember when all of my three girls were small and I was dropping them off at daycare before going to work when I ran into my brother. He was bringing his children to the same daycare. He walked over to one of my little ones and picked her up which gave him a good view of a few fingernails that needed a little trimming. Okay, maybe they needed a little more than trimming, maybe they needed cutting, like last month. Now, as I'm sure you can relate, I was juggling three balls at one time and if I even thought about resting, one of the balls threatened to fall in the floor and then everything would come crashing down. I was, like many of you, a wife and mother & I worked full time. In my juggling act, I was just releasing one ball milli-seconds before I had to catch the next. The picture I am trying to draw is--soon and very soon it was all going to crash down around me. I was overwhelmed.
So, my brother has my little girl and he (not meaning any harm) says, "Does your uncle need to cut your fingernails for your mama so you won't scratch anybody?" Yep, that was the straw. Without intending to hurt me, he had called me out and drawn attention to something I was failing to do in front of all the super-mama's & daddy's, all the employees of the day care & (the very worst critic of all) me! What he might as well have said was, "Oh my goodness! Look at these horrible fingernails! Your mama needs to get with it. Can't she do anything right? Have your nails ever been cut?! Bless your little, neglected heart. I'm a perfect daddy and I am the best fingernail cutter, ever. I'll take care of you sweet baby, since your mama obviously can't."
Yes, I know. Drastic exaggeration. But that's what my heart did to me that day. I was so tired. Today I don't deal with cutting fingernails anymore but I still have "stuff". There are always going to be things in our lives. Sometimes they are little things, like fingernails. Other times, they are things that sneak up behind us and obliterate us like a bomb, drastically altering life as we know it. Without fail, we struggle to get our footing. We trip over hurt and confusion. We stumble over worry and fear. We hold on desperately to control and pride. We look for possible solutions here and there. We may even stop and try to re-focus but circumstances fill our eyes and feelings scream in our ears.
Maybe you say, don't my feelings matter? They are real! And what about those circumstances, they are pretty stinkin' real too! Yes, you are right. Your circumstances are real and your feelings ABSOLUTELY matter. Not just to me, but even more importantly, to your Savior. It would be really easy to think Here she is talking about stupid fingernails but my circumstances make fingernails look like a play-doh. I know right where your coming from. You've got one of those "bomb-type" of situations and your desperate. Good news: the same truths apply to both big and small circumstances. As long as you are focusing on them, you can't see Jesus. Peter walked on water toward Jesus, until he looked at the wind & waves. (Matt 14:28-31) You might have one heck of a battle in front of you. You may even be sitting right smack-dab in the center of one right now. You may be at a crossroads with the direction of your life. You might have some things that seem to have no solution. You know what? That isn't your fight. It isn't your fight! For we have no power to face this vast army that is attacking us. (2 Chron 20:12) So, is that it, do you just face eminent defeat? Oh but no! Because scripture goes on to say, We do not know what to do, BUT our eyes are upon You! Verse 15 of the same chapter says, This is what the Lord says to you: Do not be afraid or discouraged because of this vast army (or your circumstances). For the battle is not yours, but God's. AMEN! (and thank goodness, right?!)
Are you tired? Are you overwhelmed? Are your circumstances hurting you? Are they clouding your outlook? God Almighty is the only answer. Exodus 14:14 says He will fight for YOU, sweet & dearly loved child, and you shall keep your peace. He is with us right now. He helps us. He fights for us. (2 Chron 32:8)
Let's not try to do this living thing on our own. Let's not try to make it so difficult. That's why we have a Savior! Let's take our eyes off the wind & waves and put them back on Him.
Dear Circumstances, move.
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How many times do I utter the words, "Ugh, I just don't know what to do!" Usually while I'm either running my fingers through my hair, crying my eyeballs out, pacing the floor or all three. Has it ever occurred to you that we--me and you--make living this life too difficult?
Have you ever found yourself wishing someone would just sweep in and take up the fight for you? How about take up the fight and let you rest, fill you with peace, heal you, and love you while they fight for you? Have you ever felt overwhelmed and wondered how much longer you can keep it all up? I have. For a very simple example (Even though it sure didn't feel simple at the time!!), I remember when all of my three girls were small and I was dropping them off at daycare before going to work when I ran into my brother. He was bringing his children to the same daycare. He walked over to one of my little ones and picked her up which gave him a good view of a few fingernails that needed a little trimming. Okay, maybe they needed a little more than trimming, maybe they needed cutting, like last month. Now, as I'm sure you can relate, I was juggling three balls at one time and if I even thought about resting, one of the balls threatened to fall in the floor and then everything would come crashing down. I was, like many of you, a wife and mother & I worked full time. In my juggling act, I was just releasing one ball milli-seconds before I had to catch the next. The picture I am trying to draw is--soon and very soon it was all going to crash down around me. I was overwhelmed.
So, my brother has my little girl and he (not meaning any harm) says, "Does your uncle need to cut your fingernails for your mama so you won't scratch anybody?" Yep, that was the straw. Without intending to hurt me, he had called me out and drawn attention to something I was failing to do in front of all the super-mama's & daddy's, all the employees of the day care & (the very worst critic of all) me! What he might as well have said was, "Oh my goodness! Look at these horrible fingernails! Your mama needs to get with it. Can't she do anything right? Have your nails ever been cut?! Bless your little, neglected heart. I'm a perfect daddy and I am the best fingernail cutter, ever. I'll take care of you sweet baby, since your mama obviously can't."
Yes, I know. Drastic exaggeration. But that's what my heart did to me that day. I was so tired. Today I don't deal with cutting fingernails anymore but I still have "stuff". There are always going to be things in our lives. Sometimes they are little things, like fingernails. Other times, they are things that sneak up behind us and obliterate us like a bomb, drastically altering life as we know it. Without fail, we struggle to get our footing. We trip over hurt and confusion. We stumble over worry and fear. We hold on desperately to control and pride. We look for possible solutions here and there. We may even stop and try to re-focus but circumstances fill our eyes and feelings scream in our ears.
Maybe you say, don't my feelings matter? They are real! And what about those circumstances, they are pretty stinkin' real too! Yes, you are right. Your circumstances are real and your feelings ABSOLUTELY matter. Not just to me, but even more importantly, to your Savior. It would be really easy to think Here she is talking about stupid fingernails but my circumstances make fingernails look like a play-doh. I know right where your coming from. You've got one of those "bomb-type" of situations and your desperate. Good news: the same truths apply to both big and small circumstances. As long as you are focusing on them, you can't see Jesus. Peter walked on water toward Jesus, until he looked at the wind & waves. (Matt 14:28-31) You might have one heck of a battle in front of you. You may even be sitting right smack-dab in the center of one right now. You may be at a crossroads with the direction of your life. You might have some things that seem to have no solution. You know what? That isn't your fight. It isn't your fight! For we have no power to face this vast army that is attacking us. (2 Chron 20:12) So, is that it, do you just face eminent defeat? Oh but no! Because scripture goes on to say, We do not know what to do, BUT our eyes are upon You! Verse 15 of the same chapter says, This is what the Lord says to you: Do not be afraid or discouraged because of this vast army (or your circumstances). For the battle is not yours, but God's. AMEN! (and thank goodness, right?!)
Are you tired? Are you overwhelmed? Are your circumstances hurting you? Are they clouding your outlook? God Almighty is the only answer. Exodus 14:14 says He will fight for YOU, sweet & dearly loved child, and you shall keep your peace. He is with us right now. He helps us. He fights for us. (2 Chron 32:8)
Let's not try to do this living thing on our own. Let's not try to make it so difficult. That's why we have a Savior! Let's take our eyes off the wind & waves and put them back on Him.
Dear Circumstances, move.
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Saturday, November 5, 2011
Ramblings...
Hi Friends of mine!! I hope you all are doing just g-r-e-a-t (Tony the tiger style). I'm really working on new ideas for Just More Jesus. I'm thinking of ways to get the word spread. I'm praying about it constantly and I have full confidence that God will make a way. YOU may be a part of that so run your mouth. Tell anyone and everyone you know. In my efforts to spread the word, I made these videos (out of the box living for me!!) and I've gotten some really nice comments about the first video so I figured, why not make another one issuing a public "Thank You"--Which you may see below: (If you happen to have seen the "Thank You" video on YouTube, this is the same video here. I've only done two so far. I've posted both on YouTube and both here.)
Isn't it funny that I managed to talk for two more minutes after I said I'm not gonna keep you any longer. Sorry!!
On another note, I also should probably explain that even though that particular Sunday School class flopped, I have been very fortunate to lead other Sunday School classes and Bible Studies. I am very grateful for those opportunities and for the sweet, dependable people who were faithful to show up for each meeting. I am appreciative of their efforts. I can love to teach and share God's Word but I've gotta have people willing to listen or otherwise I'm like a little girl playing school with her dolls. So, those of you who have been nice enough to attend the classes and studies--I'm forever grateful. If I'm going to tell a (not so positive) experience I had, I need to be willing to share a positive one. Just so happens I actually have one (smile, wink, wink). Right after I tried to start that class that I refer to in the video, I began, also through the church, a six week Bible study that I was inspired to write. The first night we were to meet you can know I was very nervous. Let's not forget that I had just had the multiple no-show experiences. Now, please don't misunderstand me here. I know that it isn't about numbers. The number of people present in no way determines how the Holy Spirit shows up and works. However, for a girl who had just come off of a rather humiliating experience with the Sunday School class, God decided to baby me a little. We had so many people show up that we had to move to a larger room and bring in extra chairs. Wow, how humbling. Don't think God can't do things for you. He can! He does! He's teaching us when we think we're just "living" day to day. The lessons are there, the questions is, am I looking and listening.
In this life we are living, it's very easy to get so busy that we don't notice anything other than how behind we are at work, how tired we are, what a mess our houses are, what bills are overdue, who has a doctor's appointment & what on earth everyone in my house is going to eat tonight...BUT, I am challenging myself & you too this upcoming week. Step outside your box. Find a friend to say hi to that you haven't spoken to in a while, check on a neighbor, call a family member you don't speak with regularly, send a real letter to someone in the real mail (I love to get real mail instead of just bills, don't you?!), do something out of your ordinary rat race to connect with a person. It only takes a few minutes and you have no idea the impact your few minutes may have on their life. If we aren't careful (me included) we can get so comfy in our own lives that we cease our outside of the box involvement. When you start getting yourself alone in your own world, you are in dangerous territory. You become easy prey for Satan to start selling you lies. I know this one. Perhaps you sit on the end where you need someone to reach out to you. If you feel that way and you realize it--please REACH OUT. I know its hard. I've been there (recently). I guarantee you whatever contact you have will begin to turn your perspective. If you can't muster up the courage to do anything else, you can go to my website www.justmorejesus.com and use the "contact me" tab to send me an email. I will get back to you. Promise. God doesn't want us to be alone. He intends for us to fellowship with each other, encourage each other, cry with each other, laugh with each other--just build relationships. They are the ONLY thing we get to take with us into eternity.
PS-------> I love you--but more importantly--your Savior loves you.
Saturday, October 29, 2011
Obedient Steps = Hard Steps
I spent the day trying to prepare a couple of videos yesterday and boy was that weird...oh, and hard...and awkward, and uncomfortable...wait, did I say hard?...oh yes, and difficult, embarrassing AND hilarious! I wish now I hadn't deleted all the attempts I made because they could make a great outtakes reel. I'm really going to save those "attempts" next time so that when I have a friend who is kinda in a blue mood--the outtake reel is on the way to turn the frown upside down.
I've created a YouTube channel (with the following video) and have even considered trying some video blogs?? Stay tuned.
Nice still, right?
I've got a few ideas buzzing in my head and am spending a great deal of time praying about it. As soon as I can, I'll be sharing them with you...and maybe even calling you up to help! :)
You know, every single thing we experience, feel, hear, go through, do, live around, hear about...everything, is part of a bigger plan and picture. Nothing at all is by accident. Try to remember as your walking through your busy days that there is a bigger picture here and if we aren't careful, the activities of today, yesterday & tomorrow will steal our focus from God. I know it happens to me. (Not sure where that came from, rather random, I admit.)
Please, pretty please, keep praying for me and Just More Jesus. I'm up-beat some days and then again, some days I'm ready to throw in the towel. I don't have any logical explanation for some of the things I am doing and thinking about doing--but I do know that pressure from the Holy Spirit only increases when you hesitate on a directive. So, I keep stepping...and it's always out there in that daunting, uncomfortable zone. Some steps, the pressure really has to be turned up before I pick up my foot! Whew! However, what do I have to lose? Right?
I've created a YouTube channel (with the following video) and have even considered trying some video blogs?? Stay tuned.
Nice still, right?
I've got a few ideas buzzing in my head and am spending a great deal of time praying about it. As soon as I can, I'll be sharing them with you...and maybe even calling you up to help! :)
You know, every single thing we experience, feel, hear, go through, do, live around, hear about...everything, is part of a bigger plan and picture. Nothing at all is by accident. Try to remember as your walking through your busy days that there is a bigger picture here and if we aren't careful, the activities of today, yesterday & tomorrow will steal our focus from God. I know it happens to me. (Not sure where that came from, rather random, I admit.)
Please, pretty please, keep praying for me and Just More Jesus. I'm up-beat some days and then again, some days I'm ready to throw in the towel. I don't have any logical explanation for some of the things I am doing and thinking about doing--but I do know that pressure from the Holy Spirit only increases when you hesitate on a directive. So, I keep stepping...and it's always out there in that daunting, uncomfortable zone. Some steps, the pressure really has to be turned up before I pick up my foot! Whew! However, what do I have to lose? Right?
Thursday, September 22, 2011
He is ABLE---Period!
Do you believe that I am able to do this? (Matt 9:28)...Well, do you? Do you believe that I can handle everything for you? Even the things you've made a dreadful mess of? Do you believe I can work within you to make you complete, content, peaceful & fulfilled? Do you believe that I can make your soul brand new by working from your heart out? Do you believe that your children are safe with Me? Do you trust Me? I am safe. Do you believe that I can satisfy all your needs? Do you believe that I know EVERYTHING there is to know about you and yet I still love you? Do you really, really believe that? Do you know it in your heart? I love you child. Did you hear me? I said, I love you...dearly, completely, just as you are. Do you believe that I can work through you? Do you believe that I care about you? Do you believe that I can take care of you & those you love? Do you believe that those issues that weigh heavy on your heart...I know about them and I've got it. Do you believe what My Word says? Do you believe that I AM GOD? According to your faith, it will be done to you. (Matt 9:29) Yes, your belief in Me has that much power. More power than you can even know as long as you've got your fingernails cinching deep in every aspect of your life...frantically trying to work it all out. What are you so afraid of? There is no fear in love. My perfect love drives out fear. Will you just trust Me child? Will you stop struggling & start believing Me ABLE?
-He is able to save completely those who come to God through Him because He always lives to intercede for them. Heb 7:25
-Yet I am not ashamed because I know whom I have believed & am convinced that He is able to guard what I have entrusted to Him for that day. 2 Tim 1:12
-To Him who is able to keep you from falling & to present you before His glorious presence without fault & with great joy. Jude 24
Thank you for allowing me to write this from God's perspective...I want to share with you as He says it to me. Please know that I have taken this all to Him in prayer before posting.
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Called & commissioned by God to serve Him through this ministry, I would be honored to come to speak to your group or church. I love to learn more about Jesus and His love and then share His Word with others.
Contact me:
Website www.justmorejesus.com and use the "contact me" tab.
Email me directly at: angie@justmorejesus.com
Facebook page: Just More Jesus
Mailing address: PO Box 1372, Brunswick, GA 31521
I look forward to hearing from you!!
-He is able to save completely those who come to God through Him because He always lives to intercede for them. Heb 7:25
-Yet I am not ashamed because I know whom I have believed & am convinced that He is able to guard what I have entrusted to Him for that day. 2 Tim 1:12
-To Him who is able to keep you from falling & to present you before His glorious presence without fault & with great joy. Jude 24
Thank you for allowing me to write this from God's perspective...I want to share with you as He says it to me. Please know that I have taken this all to Him in prayer before posting.
__________________________________________
Called & commissioned by God to serve Him through this ministry, I would be honored to come to speak to your group or church. I love to learn more about Jesus and His love and then share His Word with others.
Contact me:
Website www.justmorejesus.com and use the "contact me" tab.
Email me directly at: angie@justmorejesus.com
Facebook page: Just More Jesus
Mailing address: PO Box 1372, Brunswick, GA 31521
I look forward to hearing from you!!
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